Working hard. X-P

Well, sorry for the lack of updates, I've been working a lot lately because of the holidays. Sadly this is gonna be a short one. For anyone looking for more information about my story feel free to message me and ask. I'm trying not to just post everything at once on here. For a little more about it, my son will be 3 in February. It's been a little over a year since I last saw him and a little less since I last talked to him on the phone. My ex is keeping any information about him from me at this point. Last I heard the last February was that he was learning to count and doing well, although that doesn't mean much coming from my ex. Although I've been trying to contact everyone that knew my ex for the past year no one will answer me. I don't think my ex is abusing him, but I honestly don't know for sure as he always had a very bad temper in general. Although it was never toward my son, I'm afraid as he gets older he might. :-( As time passes I find it's harder and harder to think about all of this.